Not Mad In Situo

You cannot possibly escape the severity of being so securely looked up and  the machine,s reason for it.This being Schizophrenia .So therefore a classic situation is going arises,even if it is not so.You will be hard wired to the concept that you are mad. Not processing  info properly.After a while.

A schizophrenic who knows he is so, is not mad.One who does not know it , is mad. This is one of the defining characteristics of the condition.

So, what I am inferring is that a Schiz who is "nicked", "bang to rights", is not mad.He is not really schiz, at this realization.The people locked up in special Hospitals are not really ill or mad.

No-one can except this.

They cant get out of the lunatic asylum,but they should.

Prison is the same.

You have to walk on the other side of the fence to know this.As with religion, you have to move on the other side to know God.The trouble is,, those walking on the other side cannot get back to shore to tell people this. Even if they did , no-one would listen.

You Cannot judge a Book by Its Cover

I say this because it is worth a mention that the inmates or clientel of Special Hospitals is not quite what you might expect.This is the case also for the prison populations.There is an alarming amount of very intelligent people amongst them.Middle class is the norm rather than the lower class populations.

For instance in my time there ,(Broadmoor),I made good acquaintances with a Mensa mathematician from Oxford University.Another Mensa with a phd in Gaelic  language, from Cambridge university. I spent a lot of time with a guy who scored regularly in excess of 185 in his IQ tests.Another also used to score in the high 180, s , but sometimes showed abnormally low scores as well such as 60.

I met engineers , doctors ,even Psychiatrists.At the Bethlam there is a locked ward full of them.A unit that cater,s for psychiatrists with so called Schizophrenia.

An England schoolboy international footballer.There are a large amount of domestic cases, and family problem cases.

Another two guys that I liked who were friends and spent a lot of time playing chess were also both Mensa.

It is also true to a certain extent for some of the nursing staff, some of whom were Oxbridge. and the like who could really get much work after leaving University.

It is common for these highly intelligent ones to end up in prison or Mind hospital.

I have mentioned but a few examples.

The Doctor Is Nuts.

For 40 years I have been targetted by experimental psychology/psychiatry and by now know most of the tricks.being in such a position gives you access to a great deal of information.Not only about yourself, but the system you are dealing with.

Simply by this information process it became clear to me very early on that colassal erorrs of judgement are made in  the hospital machinery.And information as to the reasons for this is accessable.

As other patients have also realized, almost unanimously, The staff and doctors/clinicians/health workers and legal workers,deliver enough information to be diagnosed very seriously.As do the Police and authorities in the community.Also I might add military.

It would not be such a problem if these people were not in positions of power and responsibility.

They are extremely dangerous as can be seen when they are in  poseession of guns etc, as are the police.Also system people are in this category.The Blacklist is not a genuine list.It is a targeted list of people to be terminated insociety,s power struggle.

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Update June 2017

In the light of supersoldier disclosures on the internet, I think it is worth a comment that some black ops do involve high security areas like prison and medical psychiatric facilities .Very relevant therefore would be the goings on of Broadmoor and other special hospitals.
I can confirm that some sensitive operations and experiments occur there and in the community..The experimental psychology is well documented.In fact a lot of what goes down is perfectly transparent.Some information is sensitive because it is not understood by lay people because it is scientifically complicated.
For example what some refer to as Truth drug,,(psychiatric medications), is a fact, but there is no secret to it.All it does is to eradicate error in the sensory inputs and deliver the correct information that the senses are receiving. i.e eliminate the hallucination sight in favour of correct sight.So therefore it should not be called so much a truth drug as a correct information processing drug.This sort of explanation tends to blind by the light. Transparancy of information does.

However some medical and drug knowledge is very blinding,if not mind blowing.And there would be a problem if too much was said to the public,especially at the level of half truths.One would say what the hell are in those drugs? This is (supposed) transparent too. Considering disclosures on the internet about biological advancements, we know it is possible to transmit telepathically and store on hard disc information.Also that it possible to re- transmit it to other telepaths from computers.It cannot be disregarded that this is what is happening with psychiatric patients.i.e that they are wired up to central computers transmitting information.This is likely to be the case.
Therefore they have been used as agents for the purpose of information transfer.Also many other things.

In Special hospitals a grteat deal of programning goes on, and also a great deal of mistreatment.Also lengthy periods of detention are normal.So therefor much experimentation anoperations can be conceived.It is true to say special abilities are developed and used.
This brings me back to the link with the supersoldier disclosures on the internet. I would confirm thatthis is going on in these high security establishments, for use by the government/powers that be.These things also go on in the community and workplace.

Hamish Back from Italy

It has not come to my attention that this page is being visited by the client/users of the mental health system. I am still hoping that this will be the case and some mutual work can be done.
I am myself keeping busy and endeavouring to escape the ever threatenning internment politics, being a totally free man at present, from the systems prgramn. still no friend of mind, and still I am in a stroonger position to criticise on your behalf. Of courase if you do not know already i was a high catorgory case for 25 years.
yes life is still very diffuicult and formulas alter to keep up with peo,lple like me.
Music is my card. I am just fortunate to have a gift there and it gives me a meaning and and occupation which is very independant of politics and shit. Earning aliving, is the bottom line of things, for independance sake, and it gives me potential to do this. Earning a living for our type can be just another way of clocjing into the doctors office 3 times a day,m as can be fighting and opposing the system.

I was struck like lightenning on my relaease on 96 fromBh at the culture shock and dificulties involved. The nature of this living death was not anticipated, and i am sure tha at least some of you have hit this hurdle by now.i suppose a few deaths and about 5 years , to pass this barrier,> Who would have thought it worse in release, than when the hammer goes don with the beaks Life sentance.
Yes the own saftey rule is very real, on release. The danger to others card is not a viable one, in the overwhelming majority of long term cases. Of course they overpaly and milk it dry either way, and one really has to put ones foot down. They do not understand and never will. They have never been their. They do in fact, as we all know deliver a programn that is well and truly contrary to our requirements, and we damn well know it.perhaps it osi outb of ignorance and not intentional. One thing for sure in termes of psychology and forensic psychiatry they do not know what they are talking about. We know that for sure.

I would well and truly like a bit of accurate info of the traffic and results that i have travelled with, but we are , especially i, virtually banned from contact.I have an approximate idea, of the score , in totality, though, and i know that the worst is being delivered. That the cover up of tracks ansd evidence of the work thathas been going on will stop at nothing.
In some respects this is very, very bad news.. But on sites like this some rays of hope can be deliverred when available.
recent turn of events have some positive feed back .
, in that the killing mnmachine and dirty-tricks and cover up depts have been loosing a massive ammount of groyund in recent times, and this happens to be about the first time they have sufferred so heavully on this one. although very little in the world out here knows what is happenning within, it has still now come to the public attention, the full strength of these imposters error for everybody. Out here they are well and truly tumbled, on the self same programn, so it looks promising, for those interned in this respect.
however the law dictates much, and at the end of the day it does not alter the legal position for most detained, it simply puts half the system workers on the same menu.The stay out silicon chip full time operates, one must remember out here, where as thodse detained have the full time getout silicon programn. panic attacks either way.
legally speaking the situation is grave for freedom. IAnsd there is no sign of fundemental law being changed. It is exceedingly hard to gain freedom on almost any section.
Now and always.

However opinions are fundementally floored by a legal eye , in the majority of cases, so many could look at their facts pertaining to this.Most shrinks listen to the voices and scribble down the first thought thatcomes along.
If a legal bod could do the work to cross check the differance between opinion and fact over the years a massive dossier would render the entirety of opinion gathered as unsafe.
Legal bods are in it up to the neck as well, they will always go as to the fashionable way, on this issue, after all they want to keep any status quo going they canm get. The alternative is not that good for anybody, except peole who are already interned.

I suppose it must be recognized how key my case is as a trap, which has caught many of the flies in ikts stickytrap.A trail , circumstantially has delivered a most damning result in its observable effects on this syhstem of criminal treatment.But as far as launching prsecuteable vengeance and a clean up of the system back to good health, no, it is beyond recovery, it is too deseased for redemption.
One must not forget, that the community in geberal has been untreated for 30 years with cronic ally virused minds. It is no way a them and us situation. There just would not be enough dustbins to put them in. The mythand fallacy, that anything whatsover has evr been cotained is blown open, on the dispaly of what lies beneath the surface of the majority, when the can of worms is openned.
Themyth of the new age and the kingdom come bullshit is exploded in most peoles minds as well. But the problem just gets worse as more and more minds break down under the the programn to to shine a light on the real nature of the situation.

So very bleak indeed in terms of a utopian answer, but well worth perservering at the important and basic level, of removing the detainment factor.


I have an info page on my web work sites/pages.
This is also at under "hamishinfo".
Another page under "hamish",,, refers to many applicable areas at times as well, re the Patmoor legal/medical stuff, albeit, crap from many Patmoors experience, but well put in terms of pen and ink.

Other Pages to Visit.Hamish

I have an info page on my web work sites/pages.
This is also at under "hamishinfo".
Another page under "hamish",,, refers to many applicable areas at times as well, re the Patmoor legal/medical stuff, albeit, crap from many Patmoors experience, but well put in terms of pen and ink.